Life is an endless poem unrhymed. Relish its sweetness and crisp, recite or write it as you may.

Arayat; That Epic Climb


I was there, approximately one thousand and thirty meters above sea level and millions of inches above land planes. They call it traverse dayhike, I call it the breakthrough to my so-thought bounds in life. Indeed it was hard, indeed it was fun, but definitely it was not just fine—at least, not for a first time.

I was tired, sore and swollen as we headed down the county road. With a bit of light guiding our path, we finally reached the end of our track. Carrying a pair of hefty feet, smudged with mud and clenched by engorged toes, I lay flat on the pavement I thought I had missed for hours. Thinking, I asked myself: what was that I just did?

Recall. My man and I decided to take a different escapade far from our regular Saturday. He reconnected with his online travel-buddies; they call themselves the Storm Chasers.  Later, I found myself at a bus terminal and in the middle of bursting trekking jargons and high-spirited men and women who still have hangovers from their previous adventure, yet are now good to diving into another one on that drenched predawn of September 29.

“She’s a newbie,” said my man. With amusement and caution, I thought I sensed in their eyes, a few of them told me, “don’t worry, you’ll get by”. It was to me a sort of good luck wish and a question of “are you sure, you’re taking that mountain, Miss?” There was a bit of tugging in my heart, one side said “go,” the other was stepping on my subconscious brake saying ‘whoa!’. But the strongest pull told me this is something I should not miss for my life. And it was right.


After almost an hour of wobbly ride on a three-wheeled cart, we finally arrived at the foot of Mt. Arayat. It was a cool and dry morning with only a piece of sunshine slicing through the thick grayish cloud. From there, we start.


I slid three times. I’m sure, I counted. Trying to brush the soil on my knees and wrist while I’m still on my feet, I listened to stories of their many walks, of the eyelid-biting-worm and of the wild boar attacking at a feel of threat from mountaineers. I stood up, straight-back, and get on my feet to keep going. Mine was not as precarious as their experiences, who was I to complain for a bruise and lines of scratches then?     
  
I was there, traversing boulders, woods and bushes, one after the other, sometimes all of them together. I was there taking on three peaks for fourteen hours with only few minutes break. Clinging onto a shaft, I breathe and grasped and inhaled the mixed scent of leaves and drenched soil.    All of these to get to that summit for the first time.


There, I witnessed the thick white clouds enveloping the beaming woods. I felt the muddish soil softened by torrential rains. I was there, in between the heart and the soul of broad thorny leaves and the enormous rugged hooves of trees centuries old. I was there balancing my life on a stick, striving not to break off on a ridge. I was there, approximately one thousand and thirty meters away from the fishes at sea and few centimeters near the high soaring wings. 

Yes, I was there, in that epic mountain of Arayat doing an awesome epic climb. And now, i think, i'm going back.   








Blue


Have you seen the sky lately?
Did you ever wonder how it changed
Photo by: Althea Ceria
or did you even notice that it did?
Were you too busy minding things,
 thinking unheard-of feelings?

Go out, look up
The universe is unfolding
It will not stay still and wait till
you take time to turn and see.

The sky transforms
from white to gray to blue
Sometimes it turns purple like the bruise inside you.
See the sky, it changes hue.
It too, will change you.

Go out, look up
the universe is unfolding
it will not stay still and wait until
you take time to turn and see.

You are grown in a garden of love 
under a heaven spared from disaster
full of awe it is looking down on you
awaiting for the smile that has long been taken away from you.

But have you seen the sky lately?
Did you ever wonder how it
changed or did you even notice that it did?
You are a precious flower,
but you turned purple and blue resembling the
bruise inside you.

If only you go out and dance
And see the sky transforms
from white to gray to blue
though sometimes it turns purple like the
bruise inside you
You will see, it changes hue. It too, will change you.

--- wind 
11.19.12 

* Written with a broken heart.